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If I Sleep

If I Sleep

If I sleep, will you remember me?

This night, is waiting, wanting you,

Always wanting you.

Lay back in bed, and listen to,

Soft murmurings, intent on loving you.

In a thousand dreams, of loving you,

I remember, all the pain, and pleasures too.

Let this night be true.

Remember all my loving you,

Wanting to be part of you.

I love to touch your skin,

Won’t you let me in?

Kiss your ever wet lips,

Please let me in.

I love to stroke your hair,

Have someone to care.

Feel you everywhere,

Your in my prayers.

If I sleep, will you remember me?

This love, is eating me,

Always eating me.

Lay back in bed, and come for me.

She cries for God, in her infancy.

If I dream, I always dream alone.

Love leaving, leaving me alone.

She lies, back in bed alone.

Cries for love, but not for me,

Alone, desperately.

If I sleep, will you remember me?

If I sleep, will you remember me?

If I sleep, who will remember me?

©Sudha Hamilton and Philip Korn

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Reptiles

Reptiles

In the spider’s grip, we speak of love,

With words -  such worthless, weightless stuff.

Promise this and swear thy heart,

Side by side we shall never part.

Moistened eye to moistened eye,

The rational buckles, burns and bends.

Woman weeps, her tears will flow.

Mankind watches and doesn’t know,

That fear drifts through hands that hold,

Fairer, softer, smoother skin.

For beneath the surface, upon the ocean floor,

Lies cold blooded crustacean’s claws,

Exacting vengeance for crimes unknown.

Mother nature turns on phallic fools,

Who believe the witches have a mind.

When feelings fail her instinct finds,

The naked male asleep in bed.

Wraps her coils still glistening wet,

Around his heart and limpid prick,

To feed in savage lust till sick.

©Sudha Hamilton

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Modern Man

He sits, enclosed with perch and swing,

Hopping, jumping, from thing to thing.

Chirping, happily, his freedom songs,

Whistling right and left, his rights and wrongs.

So unaware of his pinned down wings, and fear,

Screeching bravely,  he does appear,

Within ruffled feathers, very sure,

That he could fly, beyond the cages locked door.

©Sudha Hamilton

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Streetway

See beneath this awning, streetway.

Spattering rain comes upon it.

Such darkened dreams filter by,

Oh, these gloomy sights and sounds.

Pavement rubbish remains, crumpled and decrepit,

I see drab colours, from this dim doorway.

Grey sky perturbed by rain clouds,

Reflected in the faces, of passers by.

See beneath this awning, streetway,

Cold winds vent upon, victims of the day.

©Sudha Hamilton

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Sadness

I look deep into her eyes to see inside me,

The frightened falling in.

Holding one another, silently together,

Feelings owned, and free, are ignited within to flame;

We shiver from the smoke.

Embraced by inner hands of sadness, I feel.

As soft noises utter from my lips.

Both of us on fire, our bond is breath.

The sharing of each other’s pain and joy,

A realisation of love’s depth,

A union toward death.

©Sudha Hamilton.

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Touch

We two touch,

Soft, softly, sipping in trust;

Our entering embrace.

The lapping seas,

The licking flames,

Such is touch.

Empty winds breezing,

Formless fragrances.

Our dissolving,

Beneath a sky of endless fire.

The melting, merging,

Touch.

©Sudha Hamilton.

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Trust

When desire is not even there,

When words do not come,

When the meeting of our eyes glaze the mind,

When…..

Trust:

A gossimer’s winged flight home.

Trust:

When the fire burns all.

When god whispers.

When the bridge is no more.

When…..

Trust,

My love,

Trust.

©Sudha Hamilton

The Male’s Complaint

On the edge of night we creep together, once again,

Two stars alight, meeting far from this dusty veranda.

Each to mount the other, with instinctual expectations,

I tensed and hard in all desiring fear.

Once begun, finished and unresolved.

Soaring through realms of prickly pain and open grins,

Excited as one, perhaps the only.

A wedge of words, gasping, jamming out the world.

Rapid roads, travelled fast.

Bowing too soon, in perspired, expired intention.

Furtive glances toward the water hole, to which we,

Snort and grunt in groaning reverie.

©Sudha Hamilton.

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River Running Through My Soul

I’m feeling healed again.

I’m feeling love again.

I got a river running through my soul.

Its washed away the pain and fear of tomorrow.

Its telling me, I love you.

This day dawned, like all others.

I kept my hands on my bottle.

The laughter limped like my liver.

I didn’t look you up or down.

Seems like I made an impression.

Somehow fate had me in mind.

To hold your babies in my arms.

And to catch that sea bound train.

Well I loved those days of summer.

When the heat and sun came down.

To turn your skin so brown.

And to end my endless bummer.

I’m feeling healed again

I’m feeling love again.

I got a river running through my soul.

Its washed away the pain and fear of tomorrow.

Its telling me, I love you.

©Sudha Hamilton

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A Woman’s World

Heartache in the morning

Rat -a tat -tat

Heartache in the evening

Slap slap slap

No through roads

She turns back

A lover’s rebuff

She falls flat

Heartache in the morning

Rat- a -tat-tat

Monthlies here again

Blue down manic black

Toilet seat tears

Screaming at the cat

Heartache in the morning

Rat-a -tat-tat

Heartache in the evening

Slap slap slap

Soft voices hard-on laps

Leering eyes so cunninglingus

Those dim lit corners

Ever staring out

Heartache in the morning

Rat-a tat-tat

Sorrow in the evening

Slap kiss slap

©Sudha Hamilton

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Man Tu Par Utar Kanh Jaiho

To what shore would you cross, o my heart?

There is no traveller before you,

There is no road:

Where is the movement, where is the rest,

On that shore?

There is no water; no boat, no boatman is there:

There is not so much as a rope to tow the boat,

Nor a man to draw it.

No earth, no sky, no time, no thing, is there:

No shore, no ford!

There, there is neither body nor mind

And where is the place

That shall still the thirst of the soul?

You shall find naught in that emptiness.

Be strong, and enter into your own body:

For there your foothold is firm.

Consider it well, O my heart! Go not elsewhere.

©Kabir says: Put all imagination away,

And stand fast in that which you are.”

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The Kid

“The Kid”

As he aimlessly wanders the city streets,

With an air of an indifference to the sounds and rhythmic beats.

He becomes a living shadow, with watchfulness and smirk,

Witnessing the tension and paranoia, that makes society work.

One more proletariat android calculating the pennies his life is worth,

Despising and sharing the escapist joy of intoxicated mirth.

The naked streets have become his home,

A world encased in puissant gleaming chrome.

An inner-city refugee fleeing, suburban slow death,

Left to gabble in the gutters and draw a polluted breath.

While society looked on, with indignant cries and howls,

Suggesting remedies for dogs and cats that prowl.

Before dusk, he descends beneath the superficies to slumber,

Where prostrated in a corner, he recants a welfare number.

To battle the cold and filth orientated insomnia of today,

Submerged in dreams far from graffiti frescoes, adorning this subway.

This momentary retreat plagues his being,

Contradicting the brutality his sunlight hours are seeing.

Cursing life, such an unseen and frustrating foe,

Remembering pain inducing policing, punching low.

Street-wise, he parades his rage and feeds on fear,

Futile to hold hope, only statistically they hear.

Universal injustice and blind belief,

Survival as vandal and petty thief.

Daubed in dirt he threatens his misanthropic machinations,

Fuelled by sanctioned, social neglect and deprivation.

With a pulsating instinct to lift the establishment lid,

Spitting at charities’ turgid tambourines, he is the kid.

Driven by the sound of the empty can and its consistent clatter,

Chaperoned by hate and the desire to grow fatter.

©Sudha Hamilton

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Every time, I fall

Tap dance and tip toe,

The edge, the open window.

Cut glass charisma,

Every time, I fall.

©Sudha Hamilton

A Prayer for Sleep

I close my eyes and open the inner door,

To a place of calm and contented dark.

I release my breath to free and easy,

Letting go of control and thoughts of more.

I surrender to the mists of soma,

To the floating cessation of senses no more.

Sleep, sleep, sleep and sleep some more.

Unwind my ticking clock and reverse thought to stop.

Tock, tick, tock, tick, tock.

Submerge conscious self and swoon to the beating of my pulse.

Tock, tick, tock, tick, tock

Embrace this night’s ever hidden face, and sleep.

Sleep, schlaf, sleep, sonno, sleep,

S’endormir, sleep, nemasu, sleep.

I sleep, and am unafraid of dreams,

Trusting my deep centre in all things.

I allow the pattern to unfold, secure in my sense of self.

Watching the breath of existence breathe through me.

Down, down gliding further down.

Deeper to the sleeping sound

Relaxed slippering sleep found.

Snoring snuffling sleeping now

Contented calm upon theta waves

Drift and rejuvenate in soma’s lap

A kaleidoscope of nothing to do

Cradled in love and comfort too

A return to the source

A return to you.

© Sudha Hamilton

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